The name is Brad...I am a Pharmacy School Student, video game nerd, music enthusiast, technology nerd, movie enthusiast, and all around cool person!
I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.
I am beginning to wonder about our generations thoughts on marriages. I feel as sometimes my peers get married or hell sometimes even have kids because they feel that is what the next step in life is and that’s what “normal” people do. News flash its your life and sometimes I believe this is why the divorce rate in society has become so fucking high. This social pressure on people in their 20’s to get married so they marry the first person that can tolerate them. Now I am not in some conquest to destroy the constitution of marriage. In all honesty I believe quite deeply in the ritual of marriage, and I think that is the whole problem. Our generation does not take this promise you make in front of your family, friends, and God seriously. Oh if we hate we can just get out of it. You know you should marry the person you couldn’t live life without not the one who can tolerate you. I thought I lost that but somehow she decided to waste a leap of faith on the likes of me and I am glad she did.
How did I manage to make a lot if steps forward this weekend my own anxiety and uncertainty makes it take two steps back!
Why do I feel so inadequate and uninteresting?
Dude, that last entry...was that about someone with the initials of LT??
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There was a time in my life when I was in love with my best friend. I was so happy and ecstatic abut life. She was my world and my everything. I don’t know if I became complacent or just bored and I ruined everything. I have been trying to fill that void that was left in my heart and nothing seems to fit. I am hurting people in this process and I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. Am I destined to be alone and did I ruin my chance at true love. I should be happy and content with my life. I finally have graduated college and I am 24 years old with a doctorate. I am starting to write my own fairy tale, but I am not excited about it cause the person I want there holding my hand is gone.
Wings+RJ Rockers+Walking Dead=Good Night